They say the eyes are the windows to the soul. I do not believe this because too often I have looked into the mirror and saw my personal horrors reflected back at me. Sadly, no one ever cared or my eyes never showed the horrors of my life. Somehow, I always magically was able to hide all of the pain and despair I was hiding deep within the darkest deepest recess of my heart. Even to this day no one can see how much pain I hold within me. Honestly, I really wonder if I want someone to be able to see that part of me on their own. The thought of someone being able to see my soul terrifies me. There are things buried there that are probably best left buried. On the other hand, how can I ever reveal my truth in order to help others if I…